I’ve thought about giving up more times than I can count. But something in me won’t let me. Sometimes I ask myself the same question people ask me: Why don’t you just give up? Why don’t you let this go and live a normal life? And I’ve tried - at least in my mind. I’ve imagined choosing something stable, something accepted. But every time I go there, something in my body resists. It doesn’t land. At the same time, I do think about giving up. A lot. But then another question comes: Did I really...

Pain. That uncomfortable feeling of countless forms that we all collectively want to avoid. Mostly physical pain which serves as a communicator between our body and our consciousness, signalling what is happening in our body so we can take care of it, rest when needed, heal when necessary. And there is emotional pain which occurs while we are living the story of our identity, a character, an Ego – it makes us relate to the world and interact as self-conscious beings. It also signals movements...

Those who have in any way looked outside their accustomed views and ways of being - whether by exploring inner spheres and deep feeling or by exploring the world and traveling through lands where everything is foreign to the native eye - have noticed how strong the grip of cultural indoctrination is. It was really interesting for me to watch this film from 1981, which is practically a 2-hour conversation, but more interesting than most modern films with a fireworks display of effects and...